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You're Not AloneDean's finger traced along the edge of the scar on his shoulder and he shivered as the difference in texture raised goose bumps on his flesh. He hated it, the raised handprint. It made him feel like he had been claimed, branded, by Cas and he didn't like how it made the women he shared one night stands with questionable. He couldn't explain it to them. He'd started having sex with his clothes on just to avoid them staring at it.
He turned to Castiel, who was standing in the doorway, swaying slightly as he rarely did, usually when he had somewhere else he had to be but was remaining since Dean had called him there and had not yet said why.
"So, uh." He didn't know how to say it and the angel was just standing there, staring at him, "This scar. I was wondering if you could, y'know, get rid of it?"
Cas tilted his head at that, stepping forward, "The one from Hell."
He reached out and rested his hand on the red skin, so smooth under his calloused hands. There was a hint of emotion
Hurt Makes it BeautifulI had to get Sam, I mean, I had to. He's my little brother, I'd do, I have done everything I could for him and maybe, maybe I shouldn't. I made a lot of mistakes. With him gone I had to get to him, get to him before something really bad happened, and I did it too fast. I didn't think it through. I should have slowed down, I should have been better.
Sam had gone missing in the middle of the night. He'd done that before, sure, but usually it was after a fight and we were okay, we were finally okay with each other, and otherwise he'd leave me a note or something, tell me where he was going. He left nothing. I knew there was something wrong. I could feel it in my gut. This wasn't like Sam at all.
He hadn't been drinking demon blood. I knew that. We had detoxed him, made him go cold turkey and that was wrong but I think it helped. He hasn't had any sense. I could tell. He didn't have the jitters any more, no influx of power, Hell, he wasn't using his powers at all anymore. That made me glad
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